Jesus with Eagle wings singing back up for Lynyrd Skynyrd

FRACK!!!!  I just wrote a whole post then accidently clicked on an add and it got baleted!!!!!!!!! bleeerg

ok< so this is what i was writing< aproximatly> 

ARG> MY KEYBOAD IS ACTING WACKY< AND TURING OFF CAPS TURNS OT ON<  and turning it off turns it on>>>> >>>>> and i can"t get periocs or commas< <<<<>>>>> 

this is frustrating> < that was supossed to be a period> 

anyways< bear with me> 

so< i am thinking about celbrity rehab< and beer> 

 ann how it is ironic that i am watching celebrity rehad while drinking beer> 

beer: i am drinking howe sounds winter ale< i bought it because i was in the liquor store with the guys and saw it and got all excited< because i was a little bit homesick> 

this is silly< because it is brewed in squamish< which is sort of the same distance from gabriola as vancouver is, (omg!!! sticky keys was on, i fixed it) so it is silly to be surprised to see it here. but it reminded me of alli and adena and being at home.


secondly: celebrity  rehab:

this show is just so fracking good.
every episode it reminds me that chelsea's problems are not my fault. i find it interesting that  i care more that chelsea's problems are not my fault than that hugh's problems are not my fault. i think this is because even though hugh is my brother, he is much older than ,me and also, a recovered addict, and also, just my brother, whereas chels is still in the midst of her troubles (although, she just passed her ged exams!!!) and also, my friend, and a year closer to me in age, so i feel sometimes that  isould have been able to prevent it all.

this is silly, i know that logically, but it is nice to be reminded sometimes.

and celbrity rehad reminds me. 
 at first you would think that because these people are very minor celebrities, you would care LESS about them, because OF COURSE they have drug and alcohol problems. but then you actually start to really care and feel genuince empathy for, just normal people who are really really hurting.

anyways.

yeah.

bye guys.

 

My father went to the ear doctor this morning and discovered he has some physiological defect that inhibits some sound from being processed. 

As in, he is occasionaly physically incapable of listening.   This explains why he can hear a song a hundred times and still think he has never heard it. 

Also, when we tell him something, and he claims we never did, it is because he never actually heard it. 

Dood, that would come in soooo handy.

john donne's a vaediction forbiding mourning. esp. the last 16 lines:

Our two souls therefore, which are one, 
    Though I must go, endure not yet 
A breach, but an expansion, 
    Like gold to aery thinness beat. 

If they be two, they are two so                                          25
    As stiff twin compasses are two ; 
Thy soul, the fix'd foot, makes no show 
    To move, but doth, if th' other do. 

And though it in the centre sit, 
    Yet, when the other far doth roam,                                30
It leans, and hearkens after it, 
    And grows erect, as that comes home. 

Such wilt thou be to me, who must,
    Like th' other foot, obliquely run ;
Thy firmness makes my circle just,                                    35
    And makes me end where I begun

go to wikipedia, click random article. first one is band name, second is labum name, next 15 are song titles.

Band Name: LOVE park

Album Name: Plesiocidaris

Tracks: 
1.Marxist-Leninist Party candidates, 2004 Canadian federal election
2.Kutra
3.Dominik Pyrzyna
4.Miracle Run
5.Ink Compatible
6.Jan Hendrik Schön
7.Great South Pacific Express
8.Triangular arbitrage
9.Entheogens
10.Olallie Butte
11.Columbia Township, Lorain County, Ohio
12.George Lambert, 2nd Viscount Lambert
13.Sensenti
14.Bitungu
15.Rick Castro