FRACK!!!! I just wrote a whole post then accidently clicked on an add and it got baleted!!!!!!!!! bleeerg
ok< so this is what i was writing< aproximatly>
ARG> MY KEYBOAD IS ACTING WACKY< AND TURING OFF CAPS TURNS OT ON< and turning it off turns it on>>>> >>>>> and i can"t get periocs or commas< <<<<>>>>>
this is frustrating> < that was supossed to be a period>
anyways< bear with me>
so< i am thinking about celbrity rehab< and beer>
ann how it is ironic that i am watching celebrity rehad while drinking beer>
beer: i am drinking howe sounds winter ale< i bought it because i was in the liquor store with the guys and saw it and got all excited< because i was a little bit homesick>
this is silly< because it is brewed in squamish< which is sort of the same distance from gabriola as vancouver is, (omg!!! sticky keys was on, i fixed it) so it is silly to be surprised to see it here. but it reminded me of alli and adena and being at home.
secondly: celebrity rehab:
this show is just so fracking good.
every episode it reminds me that chelsea's problems are not my fault. i find it interesting that i care more that chelsea's problems are not my fault than that hugh's problems are not my fault. i think this is because even though hugh is my brother, he is much older than ,me and also, a recovered addict, and also, just my brother, whereas chels is still in the midst of her troubles (although, she just passed her ged exams!!!) and also, my friend, and a year closer to me in age, so i feel sometimes that isould have been able to prevent it all.
this is silly, i know that logically, but it is nice to be reminded sometimes.
and celbrity rehad reminds me.
at first you would think that because these people are very minor celebrities, you would care LESS about them, because OF COURSE they have drug and alcohol problems. but then you actually start to really care and feel genuince empathy for, just normal people who are really really hurting.